Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Release ME

Please release me, let me go,
For I don't love you anymore.
To live a lie would be a sin.
Release me and let me love again.

I have found a new love, dear.
And I will always want him near.
His lips are warm where yours are cold.
Release me, darling, let me go.


Please release me, let me go
For I don't love you anymore
To live a lie would be a sin.
So Release me and let me love again.


Please release me can't you see
You'd be a fool to cling to me
To live a life to bring us pain
So release me and let me love again

Let me love
Let me go


It's done .
I don't wanna listen to those bullshit anymore
I'm tired of listening to your sweet talks.
Please let me go .
I won't love you anymore.
Not anymore.
live your stupid life the way u want to .
its none of my business. and i can do nothing with it.
我生命中不曾有你

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Exam Period ! Finals. Fighting !

Hello peeps~ I'm droppin by just to say hi ~ XD
haha. Exam period la wei . forgive me.~!
Im having my finals now . 1st sem .
have been studying really hard ady compared to last time :D
haha. status now : 4 down, 1 more to go ! YAY
will be relaxing and enjoying my life after this buahahha.

peace people!

studying in library . woots! hard to hear this u noe . cuz i never study , Ps: i never never never ever step in the library :D

somethin random . WNH 3_04 XD LOLS!
this month : eat eat eat . fat fat fat!
:)
guess who ? oh she's gonna kill me if she sees this =p
ABG!!!! omg . what m i doing at ts watching Astro BattleGround when im having my finals?

i screwed my mass comm. shit. gonna see me next mass comm test i think? pls don't fail me :(




what we did in library . study 'as if' XD



:) how have you been ? It's been a while since i hear from you .
you just disappeared from my life.
There's this weird feeling inside me .
tryin to let go , but don't know how .
Its heart aching when i see happy families outside , and when i see myself.
Maybe you're having your life time out there .
without me.
i hope i can just let go and move on.
hiding this feelin . deep deep down inside of me
Wonder if i ever cross ur mind? cuz for me, it happens all the time .
tryin to hide way from all the things connected to u .
i don't wanna know.
don't wanna hear don't wanna see
cuz i'm afraid i'll think of u , i'm afraid i'll miss u i'm afraid i'll fall back to u again.
i really don't wan this to happen.
i wanna set free from this complicated life of urs.
It's really hard. and its frustrating to hear about ur fights, ur injuries, ur accidents all the time.
and you're not avoiding them .
you told me u'll wait.
but what m i seeing?
mayb i'm just foolin myself thinking that u will really wait for me.
or mayb i just heard u wrong.
我不想被牵涉在你复杂的生活里
放开我
让我走
我不要再心痛
我希望你不曾出现

Saturday, August 21, 2010

很多的说不定

笨蛋,
我知道你对我好
我知道你希望我快乐
我知道你喜欢我
我知道你后悔你之前犯的错
我知道你真心对我
我知道你接受我原本的我
我知道,无论怎样,你都会尽量体谅,留在我身边陪我









谢谢你
但是我想说
我到现在
还是不稳定
还是混乱
还是烦恼

总之, 世界上有太多的说不定
你要明白
朋友对我说,在爱情里。 没有谁对谁错
我跟你说过了,你也很清楚了
我的情况
可是我还想说
不要有太大的希望
因为
我对自己
没有信心



笨蛋
无论以后我们怎样
我希望
你不要再像以前
下雨
跑去emo
我会生气的
我希望
你会快乐
还有
答应过我了
就算伤心
也只能伤心一个小时
我不希望你受任何的伤害
我不会忍心看到你不开心
我要你
保持-那笨蛋的笑容
知道吗
我也不敢
要求些什么了

Sunday, August 15, 2010

My Weekend~


The title explains it all` .xD


first time i saw banana selling in 7-11
:D


Saturday - went out with my family, had Sushi Zanmai ~
thumbs up up up for Sushi Zanmai~
nice and reasonable~~~!!! :D
Sunday - went out with d ben dan XD haha.
Drove all the way to 1utama without knowing which way to go =p
ran all over the place like kids.;D
was tired but satisfied. ! =D
we even bought strawberries.
he even had all the 'leafy tops' removed for me =p awwww. so sweeet~ XD haha.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

事情

其实。。 我不确定。。 我也不敢确定。。 对你的感觉是什么

因为之前的事。。弄到我不敢那么相信人了。。 你也明白你也知道啊。。

我也明白。。 要你做到是另外一回事

我在外面

一看到你的信息。。 我马上回家。。 再也没有心情在外面了

你没回我信息。。
我知道你有事
我知道你很难受

可是我做不到什么

因为事情是我搞出来了
是被我搞砸的

等到你承认你有事,跟我说了你在想什么
我的心好酸好酸
好想哭

好讨厌我自己
头脑在想很多东西的同时,突然觉得头很热。。 有点难呼吸
也很晕。。 很辛苦

也为了逃避,所以跟你说我要睡了。
之后你说,今晚你应该不睡了。

我很气。我决定,你不睡我不睡。
我现在,头发冷发热。 在这写部落格。 。

其实想你知道。 。 我真的不是在玩你
可是,我实在不会处理
好烦好烦
我的心好不舒服

能怎样
到底能怎样

我不想伤害你
我知道我已经伤害你了
我不想
对不起


与你一起度过的时间
我都是真心真意的对待你
你看得出,也感受到吧

或许
可能,我就像别人说那样
不是个好人
但是,对你。没半点假意

我知道
我什么都没资格说
因为,是我伤害了你


我真的不懂
能够再说些什么

我说什么
都错

我不会再说什么
就当作我是坏人
辜负了你
对不起



Rough Update.

Just a rough update. =p lazy + really busy lar~ wait till im really free,, den i'll post one nicely . XD

29th of July - Happy birthday mum~!!!!!
my hair . =p
went to a trip in genting . with family.
拍mv . XD
remember this place.
reminds me of someone .
what we did in nike . XD

Had performance with this lovely crew♥ 5PM

during practise with 5PM, practise or picnic? XD
stupid daniel tong who loves soup . 3 bowl. @.@
the school canteen serves cup like i had while i was playing masak-masak , when i was a baby . XD
♥ denise
this cute had having his nap on d bench
peace
sunway pyramid. ♥ cute family went there to sleep . XD

一千万个对不起

我不知道要说什么了

我知道是我不对

我不懂的如何处理

我只能说__________________________






对不起