Damaged .

Remember those photographs we took on that boat in Spain

I took them down and ripped them up and threw them all away

Remember on the back of one you wrote we were meant to be

That doesn't really matter now cuz you don't mean a thing to me .



Baby you should have told me , told me from the start

Thought that I was your only .

till you put me on the shelf , and found somebody else

I never thought that you would ever do that

everything we had is gone

said you loved me said never leave me maybe I just heard you wrong

cause im damaged, im damaged, don't know what to do,

baby im damaged so, so damaged because of you


got rid of those clothes you left like you got rid of our dreams

don't wanna be reminded of all of the memories

I use to have the ticket stamp saved from our very first date

but that don't really matter now cause you threw our love away

baby you shoulda told me cause now im torn apart

thought that I was your only till you put me on the shelf and found sumbody else

its almost like you were never here

I almost feel like I don't care cause

I almost got rid of all the pain the only thing I have left to say

is how could you leave me so damaged

Now I Understand

Now that i understand . Letting go is so much better than holding on .

我放开了。。好过了很多。。Although mayb we won't be able to be a couple again in this moment , but i never forget what we've been through .

=) now at least i can feel what's on your mind , what's in your heart

Others may not know what we've been through

Its okay . Its not for others to know .

Its all in our heart . =) all the best, boy!!

XOXO , bi

年初三&四+五 - Ipoh

初三- went back to ipoh . =))

初四-

gambou ~

went to have frogs for dinner . XD

huge 田鸡

this kid thought he was eating chicken . XD

初五

pizza~~

水鱼

haze . wat happen?

then back to kl ~~!!!

( only post pictures . XD 看图讲故事)

年初二

Early in the morning , sis n i brought cousiez to jusco cheras selatan to sing k . =)
but it was way too early , that the entrance wasn't even open .
So we had to do something to wait for the time to pass...

muscular ? =D
125

posers

1250

and the lala pose . =D

sisters~

weee`

boys .

girls .

boys =)

gurls . =D

basketball!!!

manyak kasut~

pic of the day ?

had steamboat at night ~~ yummy yummy~!

wah eat ar!!

please forgive my never tell you what happen post . XD

cuz rushing . XD banyak post lagi . wahahabuai~ happy cny

Chinese New Year Day

14/2/2010 - Chinese New Year day . 初一 =D

First , HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! GONG HEI FATT CHOI!!!
Happy Valentines DAY!! =)

the ang pau i got from mum & dad . made out of cloth . nice ! =D
mua todaY`

red ler . XD

crowded + noisy situation .

my really cute cousin =D

mathea~

lan dou guaiz . 烂赌鬼

this gurl was playing with the airbed . =D

jump ! bounce bounce. ~

the smaller kids were playing in the baby pool outside of our house .

n this gurl wasn't allowed to play cuz she just recovered from sick

awwwww. poor gurl

so . she kept playing this game . =D

we were ordered to leave the house . cuz the maid had to mop . it was soooo dirty .

then my uncle lighted up the firecrackers.

wow . leng man . first time i see fire crackers in such a near distance + lighted up by our own people . =D

then mathea was watching barney .

itu ah moi banyak cakap punye . =D

keep on say . jie jie . barney =D haha . cute sei .

then cuz she had to go to bathe , but she din wan to cuz she haven't finish watching barney ~ so we cheated her .

we fast forward the tape , n started playing when it's up tll the end .

i love you , you love me , we are happy family .

with a great big hug n a kiss from me to you ~

won't you say you love me too ~

at least i think it sounds this way . xD

then , she said , no more . jie jie off . go bath .

=DDDD!!! so damn cute !!!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

I still miss you much .

Days Before Chinese New Year`

as i've said~ i dyed my hair purple!!! =DD

but now it has become pink colour. =((

the colour faded away .

8/2/2010 - Kris Allen Live in KL

yes i've got the tickets to the kris allen concert live in kl !!

so long queue~~

first come first serve one ler. !! =(( not good de.

me n ma sis ~

hot hot hot!!

going in ~

sista~so far away actually. but we can see him lar =D

woohoo!! hot guy!!

argh!! =DD

purple head girl XD standing in the crowd. xD

passes. ? XD

10/2/2010- cny dinner with colleagues

isaac had the honour to treat us all crystal jade cny dinner!! =D

from left - mandy , isaac , stella , claire , charlene

from left - charlene , regine , rachel , elise.

from left - elise , cassandra , suefay , me XD (i know u cannot see me )

lou sang ar~~ yuet lou yuet sang~

12/2/2010 - grandparents arrival~

had mc D for lunch =D

went to ah sun gor for dinner after work ~

=D cute cute ~

he had teochew style shark's fin

munch munch ~

this is french style shark's fin

got roti planta on top .XD

hmm hmm`~~ nice .

this guy giving out the watt dan hor~

13/2/2010 - 除夕天/夜

woke up very early in d morning , went to morning market , then to have my nails done .

then headed back home to start work~~ decorating , cleaning ..

was sweating like nobody's business in the early morning~

=D mum baking cake~

things for cny

woot~

everyone busy-ing

weeeeeeeeee~ all my things. relatives came. so i had to sleep in my mum's room =D

my nails~ very cny feel ler ~~

everyone was washing the pond .

we even stepped down into the pond . to catch fish =D

had lots of fun .. very tired.

my fish fish ~

giving them oxygen

they were transferred into a pail . cuz the water was too filthy in the pond . we had to clean the pond n remove the fish .

only we realize, we don have enough anti-chlorine to keep the fish healthy .

we had to go to jusco n look for anti-chlorines.

n we were late for the reunion dinner .

so .... no pictures for the reunion dinner !!

see? become pink ady ~~~

haha

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO EVERYONE IN THE WORLD !!

I Miss You`

I really really do .

happy valentines .

xoxo

love u always ~