Sunday, October 31, 2010

The Post everyone's been waiting for ~ :D

Hello Peeps~~!!!!! :D I'm Back . with my bbraannndddd newww hair :DDD
buahahah a. gonna shock u people this time ~!!! :D


final picture of my long hair~~~~

and kaazaaam!!!! it's short !!! :D
and change ~!!!!!! :D


dumb blonde !!! :D

and transform!!!!
rihanna!!!! the night tto Poppy ~!! :D
and........change again ~!!!!!
before the show ~!! :D



and finally ~!!!!!!!!!!

my hair to go for the show ~
tadaa!!!!! :D shocking rite !!! :D
it's the first time i cut my hair short after leaving it long !!! :D haah

now i'm the most popular girl in college with this red+blue hair !!! :D hahaha.


and... there's more to come ~ i'll change again :P
toodles people ~! :D

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

真正的我

对你的思念 是一天又一天
孤单的我还是没有改变
美丽的梦 何时才能出现
亲爱的你 好像再见你一面

秋天的风 一阵阵的吹过
想起了去年的这个时候
你的心 到底在想些什么
为什么留下 这个结局让我承受

最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候
没有说一句话就走
最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
为你付出了这么多
你却没有感动过


我一心还以为
你是爱我的
但是 又让我知道
你又再次 拖着别人的手
或许是上天 要我醒来吧
是时候醒来了
郑开欣
你的名,不是浪得虚名的
醒来,回来现实生活
不要再发梦


今天,我终于
鼓气勇气
狠心删除我电话里, 你所有的信息
看回以前,眼泪一滴接一滴的在掉
我知道
过去的,不会再回来
不管我多么的努力
没有用

想起当初你说 永远爱我
这一生陪我度过
到最后留给我 这个结果
我该说什么
为何你对我许下了承诺
这一刻却又狠心离开我
失去了你,什么是生活

爱情,它是种什么东西
让人欢喜,叫人伤心
爱你爱的心好累
你让我疲惫
为你我快要崩溃
你让我伤悲
为了你
我宁远再爱一回
享受这愚爱的滋味
我们都在怀念过去
失去才懂得珍惜
我的心曾给过你
但是你却不在意

既然相爱了那么久
不能就这样分手
因为我们的爱来自不易
我真的不想放弃
拥抱过后你转身就走
我笑着说再见心却在颤抖
我努力想结束
这段迷失的感情
可我发现没有勇气和你说再见

如果上天能让爱从来一次
你是我的唯一我的天使

失去你以后。。
我连呼吸也好难受....


对不起,做不到你一生的幸福
完成不到我们之前的承诺


我希望
一直困着我的回忆
能够好像我的头发
剪掉
收进抽屉里
埋藏起来

珍重

Friday, October 15, 2010

The Conversation Between me and my plush toys & pillow

hello all dearest friends , readers, people.

How have you all been doing ?
Time flies, everyone has their own lives, partner and friends .
As time passes by , everyone is moving on , making their life as beautiful and as adventurous as possible.


As for me , I'm still stuck in that time frame , struggling and trying to get things back together .

as I'm looking at myself, i feel very pathetic. of myself yes of course.
I can't get out of that time frame, I'm still always crying over something that doesn't even exist anymore.
I'm still always missing things that happened but will never happen again .
I'm still hoping that , things will get better , and everyone will be happy , and we'll live happy ever after.

But it seems like there's no fairytale in my world.
Almost everything went wrong , in my control.
Guess I don't know how to treasure my life , and what's used to be mine .
the most wonderful things I once used to have , is now all gone.
What's left , are sadness , tears...

Am still waiting for the joy to come back to my life , but even though there's really joy , it's not the same anymore.

Those question marks can't get out of my head.
I just can't let go . What's wrong ? I always tell myself that i can let go very easily . as long as i have something else to concentrate on and that will distract me , so i won't think of them anymore.

But no , its not like that .
No matter how busy I am , my mind will still think of them . i can't take them out of my mind.
I tried to go on like i never knew you . I'm awake , but my world is half asleep.
I prayed for this heart to be unbroken , but without you all i'm going to be is , I n c o m p l e t e

Sometimes , its better to be in those times where we were really happy.

those memories will make us smile , right?
some even make us laugh . Its always happier last time .






Now i hope i could just bury those memories and those thoughts that will never come true in the deepest place in my heart .

I wish that i can go on without you .
To be honest , I know that even though I have you back, things are not the same anymore, because the one i love , was in 2007 . not now.


Things couldn't go back to the way it was . Yes our relationship couldn't neither.

I hope , I wish , I can move on.
I wish i can learn to Let Go
For this , is a new start.
take a last peek of my long hair .
For the next time i come around , it'll be gone

, CheL

Short Update

jz a short update to make my blog alive ~~~ buahaha
3/10/2010 - went to Sunway Giza d new place in kota damansara. to have lunch ~~ :)


they have huge fans :D

the place .~


did a lil grocery shopping too ~ weee.

4/10 :D dancers . XD

9/10 - penang for flashmob
end with an ugly picture XD hahaha.