Maybe

Maybe its supposed to be like that .

Maybe i'm not suppose to feel this way

Maybe we're not meant to be

Maybe i wasn't meant to be

Maybe you're suppose to be there

maybe you're happier without me

Maybe Maybe

Updates for June & July !

After ages and ages of discussing and planning to go for a trip with our fellow B2 <3 Students, Finally, We got to go for ONE trip !!!! (i'm so proud of ourselves!) hahah .

We went to Genting Highlands!

ALmost 20+ of us took a bus up to genting with the cable car, and had a 2days 1 night trip to Genting Highlands!

We stayed in Highlands Hotel (thanks to jennifer's uncle) .

Of course the Theme park is a MUST-GO! . WE had a lot of fun in Genting highlands. Seriously.

We'll have to wait for another few ages of discussing and planning to go for another trip (most probably) XD

Windy weather in the theme park.

sitting the 'car' in the theme park.

and a picture after we went into the theme park! Fun!

May 21 is the birthday of my silly boy

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and I had this idea of giving him a surprise !

haha.. I told him that i couldn't accompany him for his birthday cuz i had to go back home early. but, padahal i went can spend overnight with him !

I also made him angry starting from few days ago..

He was super angry !

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Surprise Success!!!

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in the process of the surprise !

haha . a group photo!

look at his stoned face.( he was talking bad about me to his frens, :P till i came out)

Okay, as everyone knows( i know you don't know) I'm currently studying Diploma in Mass Communications Majoring in Public Relations(year2)

And for assignments, I have to organize events

So our class were given a task for fulfill a NGO's(Non-Government Organization) wishlist.

And we got Ampang Old Folks Home to assign.

So, their wishlist was to have some food supply and also Money Supply lar .

So we organized a fundraising event in our college and also at Ampang Old Folks Home itself.

We had a booth in TARC Canteen2.

Weee! Happynye kita

and also the event at AMpang Old Folks Home itself, we have a few guest performers!

ya'll Know M-Girls?(the old 四个女生) they've grown up to be very pretty girls !

the performances was kinda boring for the oldfolks cuz it was quite'in' for them.

So they requested a Hokkien song and i was pushed up to the stage !

We manage to get 2 bands that performed and also 2 members of M-girls, and also YB Janice(politician).

庄群施Queenzy Cheng Koon Si

王雪晶Crystal Ong Shir Ching

weeeOld Folks Home!

The M-Girls Members were watching me sing ! was so nervous

it was the first time i visited an Old Folks Home. Quite Scary Though.

Don't Send your parents to Old Folks Home people ! very kesian ler

owh, Ampang Old Folks Home are very limited in their food supply and also their Money Supply.

Do help them , visit them and donate useful things to them home .

It is located in Ampang,near AMpang九王爷

Thanks !

ANd it has come to the time where it is Talentime Night 2011 Again!

Remember last year i was a finalist in Talentime Night 2010,and i won champion for group singing category. :P buhahah

praying trip ~!Finalists of 2010
and vuala! The actual Night ! I'm involved in the ex-TT Performances.

taddaaa!! :D

Dancing ~ :P haha

in TARC, when we have TTNight, We'll sure to have OO Night too!!

since i was involved in TTnight last year. This year i tried OOnight too !

OOnight is Orientation Odyssey Night! :D

I'm the Singing Program Designer for this year!

tha 1st photoshoot(studio) with Finalists.

Program Designers Photoshoot

And.. the 2nd photoshoot which is outdoor(putrajaya)

alla obsessed with the PDs XD

praying trip too :P see the betrayer ? XD

Happy Family

and also the fun shots !

La Mode , the theme of Orientation Odyssey Night 2011

Mua! As the opening performance, singing Lady MArmalade and also Show me how you Burlesque by Christina Aguilera .

me in corsetttt hahah

shake ya butty . XD

Committees intro- Program DEsigners!

and the OO Big family photo ! :D

ooops , wrong photo. this is TT big family photo! XD

Lastly,Picture of the day :P♥

Another unsolved question mark in my heart

What is it that made us this way ?

Things just don't seem to go like they used to .

You do not act the way you did before.

Is it that you are starting to get bored?

Is it that in all relationships, this will happen?

Everything starts to change after a period of time ?

Its gonna be our anniversary tomorrow.

I cried to sleep yesterday night .

yes i lied to you .

You asked me why i was crying . i said i wasn't .

you asked me why . i just did not know what to say

what to answer

Because i myself did not have an answer to it.

I didn't really know why i was crying .

it just came.

I'm just like that, something happens.

and i can't act like nothing happen.

but it seems like you always can think and act this way .

and just continue living without thinking about it anymore.

I guess things always accumulate in my mind, my heart.

Thats why things always happen and i cannot explain it.

I don't know whats going on in your mind.

I always don't know what is going on in a boy's mind.

it's always the hardest thing i can master

what can i think?

what should i think ?

Sometimes the sweetest things you've said.

Became the worst promises.

I don't want the same thing to happen.

I'm not saying you're same with others.

Everyone is different.

You're definitely different.

But why does things always happen?

My babe went from being in a relationship to single.

My other bestie almost went single too.

But the most complicated thing is that guys' thinking, its so hard to figure out

It always hurt us girls.

Maybe you boys think its vice versa

But i'm speaking from a girl's perspective

Its really heart breaking you know.

When we don't really know what else to do.

What else to say.

What way to keep it in a best condition, or ... what way to save the relationship back.

seeing my friend in this condition, really made me thought of what i've been through.

and seeing myself, in what i'm going through..

its just difficult.

Sometimes i just wonder whether i was meant to be here...? or not..